February 6, 2008 ~ For more than ten years now, I have kept my web site online, a voyeuristic view for the world, chronicling my adventures as a submissive crossdresser. My life has been a fascinating and wonderful journey, and one for which I have very few regrets. But like all things in life, what defines each of us changes over time, and I have changed very much over the past ten years as well. Today I identify as a more dominant person, not the submissive girl that I once saw myself as. And rather than trying to fill a role that no longer suits me, I have fully embraced my male side and now have the most wonderful, beautiful, young, submissive, transsexual woman who I call my own, and who I intend to keep as my own personal slave for the rest of my life. It has been a wonderful journey of learning that has finally come full circle and fulfilled all of my desires.
So alas, as my "Rachel" web site no longer fits who I am, with a great deal of honor for who I once was, I have decided to retire the site. I have met many great friends during my journey of self discovery, and for those I will leave this page in place so that we won't lose touch with one another. But otherwise, it is time for me to move on. For those who encouraged me over the years, I thank you. I hope you have enjoyed vicariously peering in to my world in the past, I hope I brought you some little bit of happiness or pleasure, and I hope that life grants you everything that you desire. If I can offer a single expression of advice to the world based on my own experiences, it would have to be, "reach for your dreams... whether you achieve them or not, you will never regret having had the journey."
Peace and happiness be with you. ~ Rachel